Being young, blonde and brand new, I navigated my girlhood through the summers and winters of Minnesota, veering between the colors of January’s lavender to July’s rose red. Now the colors varied, depending on the intensity of the season, but there was a real certainty to my pink underpainting.
I never saw it as a weakness. Nor a less than. This, no doubt, thanks to the strong women around me. Grandma Elsie was round and soft. Cheeks ever pink over a pot. Sticky hands pulled on her apron strings and clung to sensibly shoed ankles. And I was certain that nothing could tip her over, and nothing ever did. My mother, in her opposite of long and lean, even on her hardest days, got herself to work, with courage plumped from the Clinique counter. She offered the same message — I will be pushed, prodded, but never tipped over.
I see friends here, too many, bravely ribboned in the color. Fighting breast cancer. I offer up this painting in the recognition of their strength. Though we are not defined by our underpainting, we choose daily how we wear it. I see these women and I see beauty. The beautiful gift and strength of being, of living.
