Sometimes I think I’d like to know the future… how it all turns out, you know… as if that would make it all easier. Silly I suppose… and the moment passes. I’m ok with now, good actually. Skies are blue and my wings are strong. I feel loved and hopeful. Sure I get scared sometimes… we all do. The blue is filled with all those who timidly, nervously, wantfully, stepped out onto a limb… held their breath, and took the jump, a leap of faith. And so I love and leap and believe, not needing to be certain all the time… feeling there is more comfort in love than in certainty. And would I step out onto the next limb if I knew?…maybe not. Who wants to be stuck in certainty? I want to soar in the beauty of the unknown. It is there I will grow. It is there I will feel. It is there I will truly live.